★ I am what I am·Eden ★

日子怎么都得是一天一天过，抱怨着过也是一天，享受着过也是一天。再忙再累，也有好好过的理由——比如，我不再是一个人过我自己的小日子。我们是两个人，相互爱护。

 

昨天跟老公去参加朋友的婚礼，让我开始想象我们的婚礼，那一定是最美好的时刻。

日子还是一天一天过，有的期待。

我不想让大家一来我的空间就看见我发牢骚，但是我现在就是特想说：他妈的终于又熬到星期五了！

老公说如果我以后当老师他就换成6点半到2点半的班，这样我俩可以差不多一个时间上下班。我说他还是别换了，我现在知道天天那么早起床有多辛苦，我不想他跟我一样每天早上挣扎。

我这个学期的安排就是这样，6点起床，7点到学校实习，2点半下班，4点家教，5点咖啡馆打工，9点下班，回家吃饭，12点睡觉。有时候因为压力大要到2、3点才能睡着，每个小时还都会醒来看表。我自己在学校的课是网上的，最难的就是每天备课、写报告、判作业以外还要惦记我在网上的作业和考试，还有portfolio，面试，简历。我每天在路上至少要跑40英里路，那是我最轻松的一段时光，边开车边听音乐，想想4月底的毕业典礼，5月底和6月中的婚礼，很快跟父母的团聚，就又来了动力。

春节快到了，虽然这边儿没气氛，但毕竟是我们的传统节日，多少有点儿让人想家。

就在这儿祝我的家人和朋友们新春快乐吧！

最近很少有时间可以像今天这样来写写东西抒发情怀。开学两个星期，从一开始的害怕到现在喜欢上在美国公立高中教课，才明白有多辛苦就有多值得。

这个长周末我天天都睡得好爽！只有星期六是9点起床跟老公去看房子，昨天和今天都睡到眼睛闭不上了才起，把之前缺的觉连本带利地补了回来。

最近吃的贼多，好在婚纱已经订下来了，不然试婚纱的时候看到这么多肉肉还不哭死。

我说过了春节我就开始减肥，为了做漂亮的新娘，也为了我的旗袍梦。

这个春天，我要好好备课，好好教课，好好上学，好好工作，好好毕业。我动力满满的，再多困难也不怕。

It's "ice day", no school today, but I didn't know it. I drove to Hazelwood Central High only noticing that all the school buses were there in the parking lot. A student told me school was closed today. I was so happy and ready to go home around 7:15am. So, on my way home...it's "ice day" remember? When I changed lane, my car totally lost control and started spinning around. I had no idea where I was heading and I knew it'd be worse to use the brake. Finally, my car made a full circle rushing backward into the deepest spot of the ditch along the street. "I'm going to die this time. My car will be broken and I will be broken in my car..." That was my thought. Falling into the ditch made a big "bang" and then the car was stuck in there. It's amazing that I was actually ok except that my back espectially my tail bone got hurt a little bit. People stopped by and helped me get out of the car. Someone else called the cop when my husband and mother-in-law were on their way to rescue me. I have to mention that one of the cops who came by first looks so much like Michael from "Prison Break." Well, all the cops know my husband very well. My car got pulled out by a tow truck and they charged us $75. Another amazing thing is that my car is still drivable. So my husband drove my car home and I got a ride with my mother-in-law. Big THANKS to my honey and mother-in-law! Thank you for rescuing me!!!

That's mostly what happend to me this morning. If I have been almost dead once, there is no reason for me to be afraid of doing my student teaching!